ok... so here are a few ideas ive been having for a while about my writings.... i shud be implementing these some day..i have copyrighted these which means no one else can use any of these ideas without my permission... THEY ARE MY IDEAS!!! so dont use them.. and i hope to implement them all someday... maybe not now.. but someday when i write a book or something... any comments about any of these ideas are appreciated and welcomed....

1.story about a kid whose house gets infested with ghosts.. an allusion to palestine..

2. story in which the climax is in the middle... it goes forward in time from begining to end for one person... then it goes backwards for a different person.... going from end to begining... or maybe a climax at the end of the first person's story and another climax at the end of the story.. in the begining of the second persons story...

3.story in which theres an allusion to the story itself...

4.a satire on the lebanese conflict... the various factions, provocation, propaganda, relate to spanish civil war....

5. story told from second person point of view.. a father who is screaming at his daughter or some imaginary person and telling them a story...

6.a movie that plays from the eyes of the family pet.. a hamster whose on the wheel thingy during the whole movie... he is running... and we see the everturning wheel all the time... and the different speeds and the steps of the hamster ... as well as where he is looking all are utilized for some purpose..... we see the story about the family from the hamster's point of view... maybe about the girl in the house.. they are all in the background though..

7.tapes of a psychiatric office with a well known criminal as an adult.. he is hypnotized and we are hearing the record of these tapes and meetings.. he is put back into himself as a child and he tells us what happened to him... the police in the future are using these tapes to prevent a different criminal and to understand the way he thinks...

ok so these are my ideas so far for anything artistic.. be it a movie, art piece, or piece of writing.. they are all my ideas and no one is allowed to use them without my permission...
now please feel free to comment on any one of them ...

ok.. so its been about 5 days since i posted up my first rational deviation.... no comments... nothing... does that mean its not good... its okay.. u can comment and say it wasnt good... i dont mind...
im extremely disappointed in all of u who still havent commented

ok... so im trying to go back to the rational side of things now... but this is a big shift so bear with me...
so do u like dodos.. i like them.. theyre extinct u kno... because of human interference in the ecosystem... dodo birds are not afraid of humans and thus were easy to approach by the sailors who landed on the island of Mauritius, who on a surprise killing spree decided to kill the birds out of boredom for the lack of anything to do after the blacks got their rights... the birds were not used for food and no part of the birds body was used for research purposes, the birds simply look like the type of bird that would piss the shit out of you, literally. so the sailors, trying to become infamous, decided to go down in history as the biggest idiots who thankfully killed the dodo birds (which held no place in the progressive evolutionary nature of life), but regretfully also added to the courses we need to study in school and caused the addition of the topic of ecology to school courses. then they further caused for people to falsely assume that ecology was a section within biology therefore adding work and hindering the studies of doctors worldwide, causing the measured increase in fatalities. this grouping of ecology as a section within biology was a devastation that resulted from the passionate emotions of the sailors who landed on the island who were too idiotic not to realize the possible repercussions that were resting on the shoulders of their violent actions. the sailors brought in with them the cats and dogs which blissfullly fed on the dodo birds and their young as well as their eggs. to ecological freaks this was a new discovery showing the further effects of competition, pedation and human influence. to the biologists... this was simply an attempt by nature to fix her mistakes... the dodo bird. see mother nature is amazing. it has a way of getting rid of those people it doesnt want.. the dinosaurs, they were greedy motherfuckers who just wanted to eat over and over again.. the dodo birds which were an irrevocable mistake in the development of the world.... strange how ecologists assume the world hates us when it hasnt gotten rid of us yet... if mother nature wasnt enjoying all that bisexual porn shes watching from her place... wouldnt she have already gotten rid of us... she must see something in us that these ecologists dont see...the fact that we are superior to all various forms of life as we are not evolving anymore and the fact that weve been around for such a short time and have created so many pleasures for mother nature... for example the vibrating dildo... such a wonderful invention... either way.. she likes us... she sees us and says "Hmm... now these people have potential... fuck the dodo birds!!!"
ok wow.. no idea where that came from... im jk btw.. i care about the ecology... umm. so ya... i think this rational thing isnt really working for me..

hmm... thats all i can say... currently on the chair.. staring at a blaring screen typing... typing what im thinking... a journal... hmm.. a nice word for diary... this need to document retarded events in one's life... right now im realizing the effect of music... in case no one reads the mood thing... i will tell u im lsning to putumayo their album nuevo latino... buy it ... download it.. listen to it.. i would like to thank my friend for inroducing me to this album.. i never knew music could taste so good... i love it... i dont understand it.. but i know where it came from... emotion.. feelings..
i have analyzed so many things today i am exhausted... for some time my life was a movie and there was a camera right behind my neck... filming everything in this strange mob style.... it was simply profound... other times i watched a movie... watched an outside parking turn into an attic... the attic... that beautiful attic.. the largest window i have ever seen... je continue... je continue.... je continue... sorry.. the music got to me.. so u probably want to hear about my problems.. my important events of the day... heres the truth.. nothin important has been happening.... i got in contact with my old best friend.. it was really nice... thats about the only thing happening in my life.. tonite.. tonite ... tonite....
how pregnant my phrases are.. yes ... thats wat u think... u mite want to know that at the moment the only thing i can see at the moment is the smoke rising from my fingers.. signing my throat.. but i dont care... because i cant understand the words... theyre in spanish... but its ok... i like it.. like strawberries.. mixed with pineapples .. fried over a low fire with crispy biscuits... why does reggae have to sound so good? its amazin...i think we are all probably various sound waves... pixels within a graph showing sound waves.. alternating... there are certain rhythms that work together... while others dont.... i may be the guitar.. or the steel drum... what are you? do we go together? probably... were all a musical score for a single instrument represented as a point on the graph of the musical vibrations.. in sync? out of sync?
wow... this is turning really long... what if were simply letters.. different figures... we can form nonesense or we can form nice drawings.. i may be a slanted greenish line... u mite be a blue curve... together with the specific factors we can draw a beautiful scene... thats what determines whether two people get along... like the sound waves... making beautiful music... but either way... it is about what picture we make... the possibilities are infinite.. we can be any different dot, dots, line or lines.. with various colors and various movements.. so it all shows whether we get along or not....
so now im finished with my comparison of life to a musical score or a painting...
just wanted to update about my latest theories...

so what if it isn't true love? what if his sick twisted mind enjoyed causing pain? what if it was meant to be? for him to be alone because emotional commitment was too much for him. for him to create sadness from pure joy. melancholy for the joyous. high supply, high demand. emotional activity sold in a bottle. no guarantees. just for the sake of drama. tragedy. excitement. an indication that he is still alive. an emotion manifestation for a minute. an effect that lasts a lifetime. a simple sign that he could still feel. an emotional razor to cut his wrists with. an addiction to feeling like he exists. like hes an individual. he's disconnected from emotions for so long, he needs to feel. some activity to change the banalities of life. he was too positive. it got boring... happiness. he creates drama. analyzed details. found an alibi.
heaven is such a boring place.
a cow chewing endlessly on grass in a vast meadow.
chomp, chomp, chomp...